PBA 024a

[3/3/2014 6:15:27 PM] Light: Where is Wynn looking for Tarak?

[3/3/2014 6:15:41 PM] Wynn: Wynn will check his room first, banging on the door.

[3/3/2014 6:16:00 PM] Light: Muffled swearing; then he opens the door.

[3/3/2014 6:16:25 PM] Wynn: Wynn is white-faced and red-eyed, on the verge of tears.

[3/3/2014 6:16:29 PM] Wynn: Something's wrong.

[3/3/2014 6:17:09 PM] Light: Tarak eyes her. He's shirtless and shoeless again, but is fortunately wearing pants.

[3/3/2014 6:17:12 PM] Light: Tarak: What's wrong?

[3/3/2014 6:17:47 PM] Wynn: I... I don't know, exactly... but... I think I lost my connection.

[3/3/2014 6:18:07 PM] Light: Tarak blinks at her. "... what did you do?"

[3/3/2014 6:18:24 PM] *** Light added Janis ***

[3/3/2014 6:18:30 PM] Wynn: Wynn starts crying. "I don't know!"

[3/3/2014 6:19:42 PM] Janis: Janis passes the hallway by Wynn's bedroom

[3/3/2014 6:19:45 PM] Janis: ...Wynn?

[3/3/2014 6:20:11 PM] Wynn: Wynn blushes deeply and tries to wipe her eyes.

[3/3/2014 6:20:51 PM] Janis: ............you ok...?

[3/3/2014 6:21:00 PM] Light: Tarak: ... the hell is going on?

[3/3/2014 6:21:08 PM] Janis: Your sister's a jerk.

[3/3/2014 6:21:19 PM] Light: Tarak: And?

[3/3/2014 6:22:01 PM] Janis: You shouldn't listen to her Wynn. She's no right to say who should and shouldn't be a paladin.

[3/3/2014 6:22:26 PM] Wynn: ......... (quietly) I *shouldn't* be.

[3/3/2014 6:22:49 PM] Light: Tarak: Now just hold on a second. Allys is a good person.

[3/3/2014 6:23:16 PM] Light: Tarak: And she has a lot more right than you did, kid.

[3/3/2014 6:23:52 PM] Janis: You weren't there.

[3/3/2014 6:23:59 PM] Janis: You don't know what happened.

[3/3/2014 6:24:06 PM] Light: Tarak: And you weren't a paladin, so...

[3/3/2014 6:24:25 PM] Wynn: Wynn tries and fails to stop herself from crying again.

[3/3/2014 6:24:25 PM] Light: Tarak: I'd say that makes exactly four people on this barge qualified on the subject.

[3/3/2014 6:25:05 PM] Light: Tarak: Now. Tell me what you did.

[3/3/2014 6:25:58 PM] Wynn: We were surrounded by memories that weren't real.

[3/3/2014 6:26:11 PM] Light: Tarak: Yeah?

[3/3/2014 6:26:16 PM] Wynn: We had to jump off a bridge to continue, and he didn't want to.

[3/3/2014 6:27:02 PM] Wynn: Janis jumped, and I followed. I had to choose between going the way I thought was right and staying back. Either I'd leave Janis alone or Nilani and Val.

[3/3/2014 6:27:09 PM] Wynn: Nilani followed me, and Val didn't.

[3/3/2014 6:27:20 PM] Wynn: ..........we left him.

[3/3/2014 6:27:40 PM] Light: Tarak: ... you *left* him?

[3/3/2014 6:27:54 PM] Wynn: I didn't want to!

[3/3/2014 6:28:02 PM] Light: Tarak: ... maybe Allys is right.

[3/3/2014 6:28:07 PM] Light: He steps into his room and slams the door.

[3/3/2014 6:28:14 PM] Janis: That's not fair!

[3/3/2014 6:28:28 PM] Wynn: Wynn stares at the door, white in the face.

[3/3/2014 6:29:18 PM] Janis: Janis turns to Wynn "......it's not your fault..."

[3/3/2014 6:30:08 PM] Wynn: Wynn slowly turns to look at Janis and gets wobbly knees, sinking to the floor and sitting against the wall.

[3/3/2014 6:30:42 PM] Janis: Janis looks at the Mask

[3/3/2014 6:31:00 PM] Janis: Janis then looks back to Wynn. Then back at the Mask.

[3/3/2014 6:31:18 PM] Janis: Janis heads for the Upper Deck

[3/3/2014 6:31:29 PM] Wynn: Wynn has her knees pulled up to her chin and is crying into her arms.

[3/3/2014 6:33:49 PM | Removed 6:33:58 PM] Wynn: This message has been removed.

[3/3/2014 6:33:54 PM] *** Janis has left ***

[3/3/2014 6:34:11 PM] Light: ((Oh, okay, we'll continue here with Wynn.))

[3/3/2014 6:37:39 PM] Light: Grayson steps out into the hallway and blinks at Wynn. "... hey. Are you all right? What happened?"

[3/3/2014 6:38:20 PM] Wynn: Wynn tries to bury herself in her arms.

[3/3/2014 6:38:52 PM] Light: He drops to one knee and pats her on the back, awkwardly. "Hey. It's okay, whatever it is, we'll figure it out, right?"

[3/3/2014 6:39:18 PM] Wynn: Wynn shakes her head.

[3/3/2014 6:39:46 PM] Wynn: Wynn looks up, tear-soaked and almost whispers, "I Fell."

[3/3/2014 6:39:59 PM] Light: Grayson: ... what?

[3/3/2014 6:40:54 PM] Wynn: Go ahead. Scoff at me, slam a door in my face, walk off. I deserve it.

[3/3/2014 6:41:21 PM] Light: Grayson: ... you... Fell? Like really fell?

[3/3/2014 6:41:54 PM] Wynn: Do you think a Paladin would be sitting here crying?

[3/3/2014 6:42:11 PM] Wynn: Wynn sniffles and tries to wipe some of the tears off.

[3/3/2014 6:42:21 PM] Light: Grayson: Well, I cry sometimes. It's not a big deal.

[3/3/2014 6:42:27 PM] Light: He shrugs.

[3/3/2014 6:42:48 PM] Light: Grayson: People don't make fun because I can mostly kick their asses.

[3/3/2014 6:43:37 PM] Wynn: I can't feel the Saint's power. It's like I'm... empty.

[3/3/2014 6:43:59 PM] Light: Grayson: ... what are you going to do about it?

[3/3/2014 6:44:54 PM] Wynn: Wynn sort of peers at him.

[3/3/2014 6:45:06 PM] Wynn: There's nothing I *can* do about it.

[3/3/2014 6:45:17 PM] Light: Grayson: That's not right, is it?

[3/3/2014 6:45:54 PM] Wynn: Obviously the Saint has found me unworthy.

[3/3/2014 6:46:18 PM] Wynn: Valerian was left behind, and I... I was unable to go back for him.

[3/3/2014 6:46:59 PM] Light: Grayson: ... I never liked that guy anyway.

[3/3/2014 6:47:08 PM] Light: He leans up against the wall and slides down it to sit next to Wynn.

[3/3/2014 6:47:13 PM] Wynn: It doesn't matter.

[3/3/2014 6:47:30 PM] Wynn: Four of us went in, four of us should have come back.

[3/3/2014 6:53:30 PM] Light: Grayson: Well. It's probably too late now.

[3/3/2014 6:53:53 PM] Wynn: Nation said he's fine. He's on his way out.

[3/3/2014 6:55:03 PM] Light: Grayson: ... no harm done, then. Well, apart from...

[3/3/2014 6:55:30 PM] Wynn: I just.... I don't know what else I could have done.

[3/3/2014 6:56:10 PM] Light: Grayson: Me either. ... well. What are your options?

[3/3/2014 6:56:32 PM] Wynn: Wynn snorts and sniffles. "Options?"

[3/3/2014 6:57:19 PM] Light: Grayson: Isn't there some kind of... appeals process?

[3/3/2014 6:57:41 PM] Light: Grayson: I mean, drinking yourself to death is an option but it's kind of a crappy one.

[3/3/2014 6:58:27 PM] Wynn: Gods... I never thought I'd think alchohol could actually improve a situation.

[3/3/2014 6:59:34 PM] Wynn: I don't know. I never learned about what would happen if I Fell. I always assumed I *wouldn't*.

[3/3/2014 7:00:05 PM] Light: Grayson: ... huh.

[3/3/2014 7:00:17 PM] Light: Grayson: ... are you sure you did?

[3/3/2014 7:10:54 PM | Edited 7:14:14 PM] Light: Suddenly, Wynn *knows* it's not real.

[3/3/2014 7:11:15 PM] Light: And therefore, she isn't at all surprised when....